There come some situations in life you feel like succumbed to, but remember you defeat only when you stop trying. It is very easy to say but if not this then what? You can easily run away from the difficulties at any point in time but what makes a difference is your will to stand firm even in the worst situation. That difference always equals to your win as a human being and a creature of this nature and of that supreme power. The process of realization of self-being starts from the very time you realize the purpose of your existence if you exist it definitely has some importance behind it.